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Friday, April 3, 2009

Abiding

As He spoke these words, many believed in Him. 31 Then Jesus said to those Jews who believed Him, "If you abide in My word, you are My disciples indeed. 32 And you shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free."
John 8:30-32 (NKJV)
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I've been thinking about what abiding looks like...

Surrender... When we come to the end of ourselves. Surrender is the place where we recognize more than our need of a Savior and our utter depravity. Surrender is the place where what I can do, what I have, what I want, and what I know is not enough to sustain me any longer. Surrender is almost never easy. In our fallen nature, surrender looks like "giving up." In our redeemed calling Surrender is the first step to abiding.
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Confession... When we sit at His feet and allow Him to see us as we really are. I believe Jesus already knows fully what we look like, the condition of our heart and what we need to tell Him, but 1 John 1:9 tells us that God desires for us to come to a place of Confession. Not the type of Confession that happens in a dark closet with a veil between you and an anonymous priest, but the kind of Confession that is getting REAL with God. Pouring out all the dark and ugly places of your heart and life to God so He can replace them with a fresh, new heart of flesh upon which to write His Word and His Love. Confession opens the door for a the Bread of Life and Living Water to refresh a hungering and thirsting soul.
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Santification...Allowing God to purify our hearts, our minds and our will. That we may "be holy as He is holy." To live victoriously, in the abundance and grace of God's love we must be Sanctified. Sanctification is not the equivalent of Salvation. It is the renewing of our minds and the transformation of our existence. Sanctification is about our heart - and the process is not easy but it is the only way to see the victory of our Salvation this side of the veil. Sanctification only requires us to submit or consecrate ourselves to God ourselves by the washing of the Word and the edification of the Holy Spirit. Sanctification is the process by which God makes us "Ceremonially Clean" in a Spiritual sense. Sanctification never happens apart from submission and obedience.
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Communion... the time we spend in relationship with Him. Abiding is more about being focused on God daily. By embracing Him as our Protector, Provider and King it is no longer about checking an item off of our list of things to do... It is about abiding. It involves worship as a lifestyle, relationship through His Word, His People and the Experience we have in His Love. The Rich, Deep and Personal ways that God relates to us. It happens in that place of abiding where we live in concert with our Shepherd. We were not meant to live out on the fringe but instead up close to His side. Communion is more than an ordinance of our faith - Communion is the fabric of our relationship with Christ. Communion goes beyond the partaking of Bread and Cup - it is the condition of our hearts in relationship with God. Communion occurs at the point in which our identification with God through His Son Jesus Christ becomes the identity we live out in our daily lives.
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Embracing... Allowing ourselves to be wrapped up in His Love. Allowing Him to just be present in our lives with no expectations - the place in our life where everything He provides is enough. Abiding is when we rest in Him and find fullness in our relationship with Him. Embracing is when satisfaction comes as we fall into His loving Embrace and require nothing more than His love.
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Serving Others... Abiding brings a heart that serves. A heart that is content both resting at His feet and serving out of His love. A heart Serving to meet their needs. A heart Serving to tend their wounds. A heart Serving to show He cares. A heart Serving as our Savior serves us through others. Servant Leadership is the mark of one who abides. Serving Others is the place where our relationship with Christ overflows into the lives of others.
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Abiding is the mark of His disciples. And that is when it happens... Somewhere in the elegance of abiding, we discover the absolute truth of God that ultimately sets us completely FREE.




Monday, March 30, 2009

In Other Words: Wounded Souls, Broken Identities

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This week's "In Other Words" is being hosted by Esthermay at The Heart of a Pastor's Wife. Please stop by and see what others are saying "In Other Words."
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This Week's Quote:
For most of this century we have wrongly defined soul wounds as psychological disorders and delegated their treatment to trained specialists.
Damaged psyches
aren’t the problem.
The problem is
disconnected souls. ”
by Larry Crabb
From ~ Connecting:
Healing Ourselves
and Our Relationships
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As a woman who lived out of a broken identity most of her life this quote resonated deep within my soul. My life was full of dysfunctional relationships, deep soul wounds and a broken identity. I barely ever looked in the mirror and liked the woman I found there. The tapes I rehearsed over and over again in my head were not only damaging - they were messages that were destined to self-destruct in 30 seconds or less each time I rehearsed them.
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My entire life was built and shaped around "just keepin' the monster down" as Beth Moore often puts it. Hiding who I believed I really was, the vile and awful creature who was capable of the worst, most heinous sins in every way. Oh, I tried to be better... I really did. The change just never took.
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."Used Up"
"problem child"


"harlot"
"unloveable"
"UGLY"
"unworthy"
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"she'll never change"
I was living out of a broken identity.
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What I have learned in the last couple of months is that our men live out of just as broken and just as damaged identities. God showed me how the men in my family, including my husband were driven by a root of pride. Not the puffed up, arrogant sort of pride that demands to be noticed. No... The sort of pride I saw in that ministry session was a pride born of self-protection. What I realized was that we, the women, were so rebellious that we stripped our men of their honor. The pride they held onto was a pride that said, "I must protect my position and my authority or I will not have any honor."
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Broken people, living out of broken identities in a fallen world. A recipe for disaster. Right?
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Add to this a performance and soul driven need to succeed, to be right rather than righteous and a society that says that if you make mistakes you can't be forgiven, you just need to be fixed. What does that leave us with? A MESSED UP LIFE. A MESSED UP PHILOSOPHY OF WHAT CHANGE LOOKS LIKE. A MESSED UP MIND.
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Then throw traditonal secular psychology into the mix and you begin to make excuses for bad behavior, force yourself to change on the outside when nothing really has ever changed on the inside... The cycle is perpetuated not broken. We don't know who we are, and instead are taught to hide who we really believe we are behind a mask of diagnoses, psuedo accomplishments, cute outfits, a good name, the right house, the right car, the right husband, the right church and a medicine cabinet full of escape. A Legacy of Delusion... We hand our broken and frail lives onto the next generation.
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My Question for Modern Phsychology has become: What's the point?
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Larry Crabb answers my question. He identifies the problem as an unattended wound in the human soul. For me it was a series of behaviors that manifested out of a belief system that said I was hopelessly bad and doomed to fail. Raised by an authoritative father and a jealous mother who were both living out of their own broken identities, my juevenile mind and heart received those messages about my cursed identity. It wasn't long before I began to live out self-fulfilling prophecies of brokeness, woundedness and failure.
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The truth is this: My bad behavior did not change until I realized Who my identity rests fully in. As I learned who Christ really is as well as what He really endured on my behalf something inside of me changed. I began to confess the truth of God's Word over my life for my life rather than the lies of the enemy. I take every thought captive to Christ. I allow that truth to transform me by renewing my mind - literally changing it - until I begin to feel differently about who I am and then act out of that new identity.
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In John 8 Christ tells his disciples to abide in His Word and if they abide in His Word, "You shall know the truth and the truth shall set you free." (John 8:32)We were born to live free, not bound by chains and identities based on lies and a fallen existence. I don't know about you - but that, to me, feels like redemption.
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At my church home, Gateway Church, there is a ministry devoted to helping people discover who God has created them to be and to walk fully in that calling. This ministry is called "Freedom Ministry." Freedom Ministry is not about what you stop doing. It's not about what you get free or healed from. Instead, Freedom Ministry is about discovering who God created you to be and allowing Him to free us to live in that identity.
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The heart of Freedom Ministry is Jesus' own life verse:
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17The scroll of the prophet Isaiah was handed to him.
Unrolling it, he found the place where it is written:
18"The Spirit of the Lord is on me,
because he has anointed me
to preach good news to the poor.
He has sent me to proclaim freedom for the prisoners
and recovery of sight for the blind,
to release the oppressed,
19to proclaim the year of the Lord's favor." [Isaiah 61:1-2]
20Then he rolled up the scroll, gave it back to the attendant and sat down. The eyes of everyone in the synagogue were fastened on him,
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Luke 4:17-20 (New International Version)
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Jesus ~ The King Who Sets Us Free!
That's My King!



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Monday, January 19, 2009

God's Grace [PERIOD]

As I've written here, these last few weeks have been extremely painful and difficult for me. However, God has been so good in this time of anguished reality. Yesterday, I went to a group leader's meeting for my Bereaved Mothers group at church while my hubs attended the 9:00 AM worship service. The meeting was informative and refreshing.
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The last 45 minutes were given to the Executive Pastor of "Freedom Ministry" which is the department my group is classified under. Pastor Bob is one of my favorite teachers. He uses subtle humor, relational stories, he processes and thinks deep bringing relative worldly realities into the light by exposing the truth behind them and then he goes into exegetics a bit to firm up the revelation.
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He first thanked each of us for serving in ministry and partnering to help bring God's freedom to the lives of others through our experiences. Then he laid out the foundation of Freedom ministry for us: He doesn't just want us to be about the business of giving good advice, He wants us to bring Good News - and if the good advice points people to the Good News then we are all good.
He concluded our time together by talking about the will. That the world tells us to make better choices, try harder and do more to be better and more righteous - which, BTW, is a Pharisee attitude - (See Colossians 2:18-23). He said, "God's grace is not God winking at sin or giving us a license to sin." He went on to say that to fully embrace our identity in Christ and realize the weight of righteousness does not rest on us, but on God through the cross and resurrection of Christ and the empowerment of the Holy Spirit then we can realize that WE CANNOT TAKE ADVANTAGE OF GOD'S GRACE.
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Did you get that... ?
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Let me say it again. WE CANNOT TAKE ADVANTAGE OF GOD'S GRACE. What He offers is unmerited, unconditional favor - it is FAVOR, Ya'll. Favor we do not deserve, earn or receive as a reward - it is simply God's Love for us wrapped up in His favor shining upon us.
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As Pastor Bob was teaching on this a particular issue began to resonate and rise to the surface.
The issue? The statement I made to my daughter the day this entire mess began to unravel. "I must be gracious to my husband as the Lord has been gracious to me."
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This last week fear and disappointment threatened to rob me of my desire to serve my husband and bring healing to our relationship by meeting his needs. I even said to him, "When do I get to be the one who was violated? When do I get to be the one who is hurt? Why do you take and take and take but never give anything back?"
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You see, in my head I can process that my role is to be the covenant redeemer and to seek restoration in spite of what my husband's response is and not because of it. But in my heart, the wound is deep and old and it has been cut many times. My fear is that my husband will receive all I have to offer and I will be left empty and without return... I fear he will take advantage of the grace I have found myself offering him and not learn the lesson of his mistake.
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In Other Words, I've begun to think that my response to his offense is enabling him to minimize the consequences. CO-DEPENDENT THINKING AND CO-DEPENDENT BEHAVIOR. That says that my desire to please God in my actions depends and is influenced by my husband's response.
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So as Pastor Bob is saying, "You cannot take advantage of God's grace for you...."
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I'm suddenly realizing that the grace I am offering my husband is not grace based on my feelings or my wounds or even how he responds to what I am doing in this circumstance... But, instead - it is grace offered based on Grace received. I am merely being an extension of God's love and grace to my husband in this time of sorting, mending and reconciling.
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I shared with the group, "Since that is true, that means if I offer the same grace to others who hurt me that God has given to me... Then, they cannot take advantage of my grace either."
He had me repeat that again, and then said he was going to write it down. He summed up what I said, "You mean you are not going to live in a co-dependent relationship."
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Yes, absolutely! Talk about truth that will set you free!
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Love ya'll - Hope this blesses your socks off as it did mine. To realize that my forgiving my husband for his hurtful behavior toward me as a demonstration of God's grace and love at work in my life is not giving him license to hurt me again, but instead it is giving him the unconditional favor and opportunity to live in and experience the grace of God at work through me. Now that is the hands and feet of Jesus in action and the work of the Holy Spirit taking down my walls and strongholds.
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GLORY! Excuse me, I need to go put my face to the ground and humbly thank my God for freedom and revelation on a beautiful Sunday morning in January! Be Free... God's Grace [PERIOD] that's all I need.



Wednesday, October 1, 2008

El Chay - The Living God

My soul yearns, yes, even pines and is homesick for the courts of the Lord; my heart and my flesh cry out and sing for joy to the living God.
Psalms 84:2 (AMP)
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In her book, Praying the Names of God, Ann Spangler writes, "This title sets Israel's God apart from the false gods of the surrounding nations. Unlike idols of wood and stone, made by human hands, the Living God is himself Maker of heaven and earth. He alone is the source of life. We live because he lives." (p. 228)
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She further explains this attribute of our God in this way: "Scripture constantly warns against the worship of false gods. The first of the then commandments is itself a proscription against idol worship. The title El Chay, the Living God, empahsize's god's role as Creator of all that is, in contrast with idols made of metal, wood, or stone, which are merely the creations of human hands." (p. 230)
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From Strong's Hebrew and Greek Dictionary we find this definition:
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El - See my post on El as the name of God we studied here. (Strong's Number 410)
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Hebrew Strong's Number: 2416
Hebrew Word: ‏חַי‎
Transliteration:
ḥay
Phonetic Pronunciation:khah'ee
Root: from
Cross Reference: TWOT - 644a
Part of Speech:
Vine's Words:
Live (To)

Usage Notes:

English Words used in KJV: live 197, life 144, beast 76, alive 31, creature 15, running 7, living thing 6, raw 6, misc 19 [Total Count: 501]

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(chayah); alive; hence raw (flesh); fresh (plant, water, year), strong; also (as noun, especially in the feminine singular and masculine plural) life (or living thing), whether literal or figurative :- + age, alive, appetite, (wild) beast, company, congregation, life (-time), live (-ly), living (creature, thing), maintenance, + merry, multitude, + (be) old, quick, raw, running, springing, troop.—Strong's Talking Greek & Hebrew Dictionary
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From the Lexical Aids of the Old Testament, Complete Word Study Old Testament (AMG Publishers):
2416. Chay; this adj. come from chāyāh (2421). Some of its meanings are: living, alive, have life, remain alive, sustain life, live prosperously, live forever, be quickened, revive from sickness, discouragement, or even death; vigorous; fresh, running (water); by the life of, as one lives (as used in oaths and exclamations), livelihood, life, refreshment. The OT places a high value on life and views it as being good. It came from God (Gen. 2:7), but death ensued because of sin. Man was no longer allowed to partake of the tree of life (Gen. 3:22). God is the Source of life (Ps. 36:9, 129:13ff.) and the Lord of life and death (Job 12:10). Chay is a set of experiences, not an abstract principal of vitality which is separate from the body. The Hebrews viewed man holistically, i.e. body, mind [soul, empahsis mine] and spirit were a unified whole. Life was associated with health, prosperity, vitality, etc., while death was the very opposite.
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In the Bible Knowledge Commentary Old Testament (Victor Books), (p. 821)
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(36:8) Moreover, Eden and Creation are suffested in the next blessings - drink for the river of delights ("delights" is "Eden" in Heb.), and life and light (i.e., understanding, joy, and life) come from God, their Source. So in contrast with the corruptions of the wicked, and obedient believer's life is characterized by security int he Lord, abundant provisioins, life, and understanding in God's presence.
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Now to our Scriptures:
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But the LORD is the true God;
he is the living God, the eternal King.
Jeremiah 10:10a (NIV)
Our living, true, eternal God. He is the source of life, the very breath we breathe and the heartbeat that vibrantly pounds out each footstep, each heartache and each moment of our lives. He is eternal - the source of life, all life is eternal. In Genesis, as we watch the creation of the world unfold one by one, God created and breathes life into each of the living creatures. He crowns His creation with the man and his bride - we are the crown of creation - the finishing touch of life as God created it on earth. He is our source of life, if we are breathing we have a purpose given to us by the Creator of Heaven and Earth.
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"I issue a decree that in every
part of my kingdom
people must fear and
reverence the God of Daniel.
"For he is the living God
and he endures forever;
his kingdom will not be destroyed,
his dominion will never end."
Daniel 6:26 (NIV)
Even pagan kings saw the Living God's hand upon His people. As Daniel was sent into the Lion's Den to be slain, the Living God came and shut up the Lion's mouth. When King Darius returned and found Daniel alive, He declared Daniel's God the Living God, the God who endures forever whose Kingdom will not be destroyed and whose dominion will never end. The God who not only gives life, but preserves and prospers life even in times of great peril. He proves Himself, El Chay, the Living God.
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"Jesus replied, 'Are you not in error because you do not know the Scriptures or the power of God? 25When the dead rise, they will neither marry nor be given in marriage; they will be like the angels in heaven. 26Now about the dead rising—have you not read in the book of Moses, in the account of the bush, how God said to him, 'I am the God of Abraham, the God of Isaac, and the God of Jacob'? 27He is not the God of the dead, but of the living. You are badly mistaken!'" Mark 12:24-37 (NIV)
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Here Jesus is answering the Saducees who question Him about life after the resurrection. He tells them, you read the Scriptures and are learned in "Spiritual" matters, but you concern yourself with temporary conditions. Marriage is not necessary once we are raptured up in the resurrection of the dead. It is not necessary because as a whole, we are the Bride of Christ... We will serve one husband, be united with our Bridegroom - Jesus Christ. He is not the God of the dead, but the living. We are mistaken if we think these earthly concerns and temporary things we contend with on earth are all there is to life. Tonight at my group for bereaved mothers we were talking about our children and one of the mothers looked at pictures and said, "I know that I may be way off here, but that is not your son anymore.... That is not how he is now..."
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I said, "I know. He is better now. He is his best self. All the bad is gone and only the good remains and it is better than it ever would have been here."
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We should not hold onto life here on earth as it is the temporary trappings that distract us from our purpose and the life God has given us to live. How much freer would we be if we simply followed God in a surrendered life rather than running around trying to make our lives work out as we plan hoping God will bless it? Much to ponder here... I'll leave you to your thoughts.
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I want to leave you today with the ultimate expression of our Living God - Emmanuel, God with Us. We will read a chapter from the book of John this day. Note anything the Spirit reveals to you through this passage about our God, El Chay, the Living God. Jesus, that's His name.
As you weigh the Word you might consider what John is saying about the Jesus He met. Examine carefully what John the Baptist says about Him and then consider what Jesus' interaction with those He first called shows us about His life giving nature! Blessings sweet friends... This is a special treat - A Time in the presence of El Chay (The Living God).
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John: Chapter One
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1 In the beginning was the Word,
and the Word was with God,
and the Word was God.
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2 He was in the beginning with God.
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3 All things were made through Him,
and without Him nothing was made
that was made.
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4 In Him was life,
and the life was the light of men.
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5 And the light shines in the darkness,
and the darkness did not comprehend it.
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6 There was a man sent from God,
whose name was John.
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7 This man came for a witness,
to bear witness of the Light,
that all through him might believe.
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8 He was not that Light,
but was sent to bear witness of that Light.
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9 That was the true Light
which gives light to every man
coming into the world.
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10 He was in the world,
and the world was made through Him,
and the world did not know Him.
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11 He came to His own,
and His own did not receive Him.
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12 But as many as received Him,
to them He gave the right to become children of God,
to those who believe in His name:
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13 who were born,
not of blood,
nor of the will of the flesh,
nor of the will of man,
but of God.
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14 And the Word became flesh and dwelt among us,
and we beheld His glory,
the glory as of the only begotten of the Father,
full of grace and truth.
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15 John bore witness of Him
and cried out, saying,
"This was He of whom I said,
'He who comes after me is preferred before me,
for He was before me.' "
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16 And of His fullness we have all received,
and grace for grace.
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17 For the law was given through Moses,
but grace and truth came through Jesus Christ.
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18 No one has seen God at any time.
The only begotten Son,
who is in the bosom of the Father,
He has declared Him.
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19 Now this is the testimony of John,
when the Jews sent priests and
Levites from Jerusalem to ask him,
"Who are you?"
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20 He confessed,
and did not deny,
but confessed,
"I am not the Christ."
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21 And they asked him,
"What then? Are you Elijah?"
He said, "I am not."
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"Are you the Prophet?"
And he answered, "No."
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22 Then they said to him,
"Who are you,
that we may give an answer to those who sent us?
What do you say about yourself?"
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23 He said:
"I am 'The voice of one crying in the wilderness:
"Make straight the way of the Lord,"
' as the prophet Isaiah said."
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24 Now those who were sent were from the Pharisees.
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25 And they asked him, saying,
"Why then do you baptize
if you are not the Christ,
nor Elijah, nor the Prophet?"
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26 John answered them, saying,
"I baptize with water, but there stands
One among you whom you do not know.
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27 It is He who, coming after me, is preferred before me,
whose sandal strap I am not worthy to loose."
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28 These things were done in Bethabara
beyond the Jordan, where John was baptizing.
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29 The next day John saw Jesus coming toward him,
and said, "Behold! The Lamb of God who takes away
the sin of the world!
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30 This is He of whom I said,
'After me comes a Man who is preferred before me,
for He was before me.'
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31 I did not know Him;
but that He should be revealed to Israel,
therefore I came baptizing with water."
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32 And John bore witness, saying,
"I saw the Spirit descending from heaven like a dove,
and He remained upon Him.
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33 I did not know Him,
but He who sent me to baptize
with water said to me,
'Upon whom you see the Spirit descending,
and remaining on Him,
this is He who baptizes with the Holy Spirit.'
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34 And I have seen and testified
that this is the Son of God."
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35 Again, the next day, John stood with two of his disciples.
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36 And looking at Jesus as He walked,
he said, "Behold the Lamb of God!"
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37 The two disciples heard him speak,
and they followed Jesus.
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38 Then Jesus turned, and seeing them following,
said to them,
"What do you seek?"
They said to Him,
"Rabbi" (which is to say, when translated, Teacher),
"where are You staying?"
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39 He said to them, "Come and see."
They came and saw where He was staying,
and remained with Him that day
(now it was about the tenth hour).
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40 One of the two who heard John speak,
and followed Him, was Andrew,
Simon Peter's brother.
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41 He first found his own brother Simon,
and said to him, "We have found the Messiah"
(which is translated, the Christ).
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42 And he brought him to Jesus.
Now when Jesus looked at him, He said,
"You are Simon the son of Jonah.
You shall be called Cephas" (which is translated, A Stone).
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43 The following day Jesus wanted to go to Galilee,
and He found Philip and said to him, "Follow Me."
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44 Now Philip was from Bethsaida,
the city of Andrew and Peter.
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45 Philip found Nathanael and said to him,
"We have found Him of whom Moses in the law,
and also the prophets, wrote--Jesus of Nazareth,
the son of Joseph."
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46 And Nathanael said to him,
"Can anything good come out of Nazareth?"
Philip said to him, "Come and see."
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47 Jesus saw Nathanael coming toward Him,
and said of him, "Behold, an Israelite indeed,
in whom is no deceit!"
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48 Nathanael said to Him,
"How do You know me?"
Jesus answered and said to him,
"Before Philip called you, when you were under the fig tree,
I saw you."
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49 Nathanael answered and said to Him,
"Rabbi, You are the Son of God!
You are the King of Israel!"
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50 Jesus answered and said to him,
"Because I said to you, 'I saw you under the fig tree,'
do you believe? You will see greater things than these."
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51 And He said to him,
"Most assuredly, I say to you,
hereafter you shall see heaven open,
and the angels of God ascending and descending
upon the Son of Man."
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(NKJV)

Monday, September 15, 2008

Jesus is my Strength... In Prime Time People!


I'm going to post about a television show I occasionally watch with my daughters. It is a teenage soap opera on the WB called "One Tree Hill." The picture above is a tribute to one of the "high school students" Quentin who was shot and killed in last week's episode. It links back to the One Tree Hill Blog where I got this information - posted by AMY! Thanks, Amy!
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The reason I'm posting about this week's episode: Season 6, Episode 3 is because something that is rare on television took center stage (well there were a few scenes of Nanny Carrie threatening Dan and young Jamie... but every Soap Opera has to have villain and Nanny Carrie is this season's crazy woman with issues. She is only being upstaged by the towns villainesque father, Dan, whom she has kidnapped. Which is one of the lesser qualities of the show.) That is the cautionary tale for this post... the rest is a kudos for the dialogue exchanges that follow this monologue.

The scene is set this way. A once cocky, popular high school basketball star is shot when he stops to buy gas at a convenience store on his way home from b-ball practice. This episode is about how everyone is dealing with Quentin's sudden and tragic death.

There is a scene between the two coaches for the HS team, Lucas and Skills that just touches my heart as a bereaved mother. Then, the scene between the resident tots on the show - Dre and Jamie who are adorable in their scene and their dialogue. But, the scene that stole the show and is getting snide reviews from the anti-Christ crowd is the scene between Quentin's mother, Denise, and the teachers and coaches from the high school. Where the character boldly credits her strength and her hope to be in Jesus Christ. Yes, she said those words, Jesus Christ. And this was not even on TBN. The final dialogue I highlighted is a monologue that is read over the episode written by a new, troubled teen who has moved to Tree Hill, Sam. She writes the paper as an assignment from one of the teachers, Hayley James Scott, for dealing with what they are feeling about Quentin's death.

So... With that said, I will leave you with this week's Tree Hill dialogue snippets that just blessed me to no end as I cried through the entire episode.
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. Between the High School Coaches:
Lucas: He has a little brother, he has parents
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Skills: How does a mother ever breathe again?
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. The New Girl who writes about Quentin:
Sam: Quentin Fields was a basketball player. He was also a son. A brother. Somebody’s teammate. Somebody’s friend. I never knew Quentin Fields and I guess now I never will. Did you ever wonder what it would be like if you weren’t you anymore? If you were suddenly gone how would your world react? Whatever you imagined was wrong. There’s nothing romantic about death. Grief is like the ocean: it’s deep and dark and bigger than all of us. And pain is like a thief in the night. Quiet. Persistent. Unfair. Diminished by time and faith and love. I didn’t know Quentin Fields but I’m jealous of him because I see how his absence has affected the people that did know him so I know that he did matter to them. And I know he was loved. People say Quentin Fields was a great basketball player. Graceful. Fluid. Inspiring. They say on a good night it almost seemed as though he could fly. And now he can.
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.The Five Year Olds...
Andre: Quentin was my brother.
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Jamie: Quentin was my friend. I’m making him a cape. (Jamie takes Quentin's cape to the funeral and drapes it over the coffin after the funeral service.)
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.THE BEST SCENE ON TELEVISION for Monday, September 15, 2008!
Denise (to Lucas): I wanted to thank you for standing up for my boy the way you did in that last game. It’s a shame that we have to meet like this.
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Lucas: Yes, ma’am, it is.
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Denise: Coach Taylor, Quentin always had so many nice things to say about you. And you too, Nathan. I really appreciate you boys coming here. But I mostly wanted to say thank you to this one. My son has always loved basketball but the day I can tell you, the day I came home and found him reading a book, it about gave me a heart attack. He said, Mommy, Mrs. James-Scott, she don’t play. She almost as bad as you are. I realize that you are all trying to help him live up to the greatness God gave him and you should be proud of that.
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Haley: You’re strength is inspiring.
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Denise: My strength is from Jesus Christ. I am going to miss my baby boy for the rest of this life but I know we are going to see him again and our faith will see us through.
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Kudos Tree Hill writers and "Denise" actress for writing and playing this role so authentic. And, the name of the Lord was lifted up. You took a risk and I think it was a blessing to many.